When it did not have possibilities, it did not have also desires. But It had Possibilities. Almost boundless. And He began to
want very many. And the greatest, the most desired, the most treasured: to return the country, the Native land for Point of No
Return - for a point of October, 1917.
How many years it was possible to It to turn off back, He understood that all is half measures. Situations with volchkovymi,
with baranovymi, with kapitonevymi, with vadikami-diplodokami will repeat, there will be new, probably, more disgusting. If not
to return for THIS point, all the same something will be, something will occur. Will occur dirty, mean, terrible.
37. There was in the history of one of the European countries a situation when during epidemic of a plague people began to
catch and destroy cats. To Any idiot has climbed up in a blockhead, as if cats - messengers of a plague.
Cats destroyed rats - true messengers of a plague, and in those houses where cats have not touched, people have survived.
Something similar has endured my generation in Russia. When were defamed, poured down a dirt, were expelled from the
country, the people resisting to messengers of a communistic plague - the true reason of troubles and misfortunes of our
Native land went to prisons. It braked its development, misdirected, the heavy weight was dragged standing by those who
has not left on the West, and tried to go forward and with a scratch to drag forward both, and others, and those who tripped
them behind a footboard.
And the countries which have managed quickly to be cleared of a fetid infection, confidently went to prosperity. Though and
without oil, without coal, without diamonds and gold in the bowels.
38. What means the famous postulate - just like the? Different there were interpretation. But from whatever philosophical
platform explained the world, the Creation essence - it is universal. It was the double from the Wave Universe in the
Substance Universe.
The Substance Universe as a matter of fact - dead. The Universe of Waves - live. Mankind - a temporary landing of the
Wave Universe in parallel. To make This Universe - Live.
39. Though has passed from those senseless and terrible events almost two centuries, Greja could not forget those
trudnootlichimye from each other, bezglazye the person. And the most terrible: the nation was not cleared of these persons
but only produced and produced them in infinite quantity. Greja has understood that on the impetuosity and fervour has got
into absolutely uninteresting variant of destiny of Its favourite country absolutely unworthy Its attention in which the country
and has not curtailed from the main way to the light future. The tiny part of the population which have remained from an old
city, from former, once its brilliant population, was unable assimilate for a long time the gushed crowds bezglazyh. Eyes at
them, like, were, but overflowing these eyes greed, rage, dullness extinguished in them any light.
Greja tried to concern an event passionlessly, she could choose for herself any epoch, but was late in this is in it results of
great Bolshevist selection were already visible, but attempts still made sense though something to change. It would be
desirable to believe that they made sense.